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Something about this darn blog is affecting my life

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Bloody freaking hell. Ever since I started writing this bloody thing my life had just gotten more hectic...an optimist would say adventurous but I, with my infamous claim of her laziness extraordinaire, just find it bloody troublesome.

Note to self stop saying bloody.

All well. At least it gives me something to write about.

TODAY WAS A BAD DAY. For the first time in my highschool career I left my Japanese reader at home. Then, I thought I finished math homework in just the nick of time only to find I'd copied the wrong assignment and was deducted 5 whopping points...some other crap followed but I'm too much of a goldfish to remember. If that came out confusing...go look up random facts on goldfishes.

But to top the whole shlew off: I locked myself out of my house. Genius pionts for me. If only I could convey the utmost irony of that situation...I would but alas... words fail me.

*sigh*

I wanted this to be more thoughtful. But surviving Tuesday hell had more than killed whatever remaining brain cells I had.

Oh. And to add salt to that damn gaping wound, on the note that I rarely do my Japanese homework, the one few days I decide to do it, it decided to elope with my bloody stinkin' reader at home...

I think I have bad karma.

Posted by Truccey @ 8:13 PM - 1 Comments

Maybe movies do have some truth in them

Monday, September 25, 2006

Well. I just had my awkward moment that I will remember and dread for the next three years but will forget before I hit 80. Joy for me. Anywho, speaking from a person who has never had much contact with the opposite sex unless to start a bloody completely platonic relationship...at least I think that's the right word to describe it, it was quite a bombshell to have anyone approach me in anyway....non-platonic. Haha. And coming to think of it, it wasn't that horrible of an encounter but hey, Crazy Little Me her is now regretting and not regretting my agreement to the plans proposed by said opposite sex.

To sum up my thoughts in general...HOLY CRAP.

Sometime I really do wonder if the good ole traditional methods of courtship would save us antisocialists the trouble of having brain hemorrhages. In the end if anything goes wrong in our doomed relationship, we can at least still blame the parental units.

Hm...this actually makes me feel better...the joys of a good rant.

On another note, I was planning on putting a good quote here..or a good message here for me to remember someday, but I can't really remember right now.

Hm. Something like some guys asks another guy, how can you be so happy?

And the other guy goes, because in all the creatures god created human are the most blessed, and I was lucky enought to be born as human why shouldn't I be happy. But that's only one reason, there are those out there who are disbled, missing arms or legs, blind or mute, but I am whole. Why shouldn't I be happy. Poverty and illness and all the wrongs are just a given in life. But it is part of life. When you die, life is over. The materials of this life you cannot bring with you when you die. So I live my life to the fullest, waiting to die. What have I to fear then? Why shouldn't I be happy.

Not really accurate...it was in another language and I'm translating at the top of my head. I just heard it in passing but I thought it was nice.

Posted by Truccey @ 6:42 PM - 0 Comments

Nothing

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Just another project that's bound to end up in flames again. I think I should really start "organizing my thoughts" or whatever the hell they were talking about. Nothing much going on. School started like three, four weeks ago and I'm doing fairly well this year. HA!

Yea right. I always wondered what I would do if I know someone is going to suicide. Say you run into someone who's about to jump of a bridge, do you just stand there and point or scream or whatever? I mean what do you do? I'm not a psychologist, the best I would be able to do would be jump up and down screaming stop. Load of help that'll be.

I think thats why they dont have a problem killing themselves in public because someone is there to get in the way if they chicken out. If they do it in private, no one's really going to stop them unless the police came...which wouldn't be quick enough either way if they just get it over with really fast.

Maybe the ones that do it in private are those that are more unsure. That's why they have to keep it away from other people. Because it's more likely they can be stopped. Depressing to know that people are probably wasting energy on those that already have their minds set on something and forgetting about those that really would profit from a little more attention.

And thats why people should have hidden cameras installed in all the corners of their homes. Haha.